But anyway.
1 Peter 1:6-9
In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls.
think about it, 1) rejoice in your suffering and 2) Have a genuine faith. It praises God, and on top of that, if you love and believe in him you will be filled with extreme Joy. Because you are receiving the result of your faith through all trials. Knowing that you will be saved and spend eternal life in bliss with god.
Satisfying huh? Ya, i'd say so. So if I can encourage you with anything its this. Even though there are hard times, and though sometimes it can seem like God isn't even present anymore, know this: He will never give up on you, if only WE DON'T GIVE UP ON HIM. Because he has so SO much in store for us if we hang in there. He wants to help you through it. He literally says cast all your burdens onto me. So i challenge you to try it, you have everything to gain.